| Woah- Xanga is not blocked at work! This would be totally awesome if I was 17 again (like that movie). I could blog about WHATEVER I WANT, and it would be like yelling into a well, "WOO! Hello? F*ck all ya'll" (like that Smog song).
It would probably be GREAT if I could re- read all of my past blogs, but I think I deleted a lot of them from a long time ago. That is probably a good thing because I'm not so sure that I can handle all of those memories. My life is so different now. I want to say "but I'm still the same person", but fortunately, and unfortunately, I am not. I do miss a lot of my old friends and I wish that I could re-become friends with them again. Maybe I will be less threatening because I'm married now (almost 3 years-- what???). Also: maybe I won't be such a b*tch either. It's probably, definitely a good thing that I got married young. I think it puts me more on an even keel. Plus I don't think that I could recover from my eating disorder (ughhh) without my boo.
Blogging about my boo, Buxton is releasing a 7" on July 11th at Mangos. O man, Ghost Mountain is opening up for them. They are so good! Buxton is good too. I remember when Serg used to try and sound like Conor, and Buxton would play at Rixters, and we would go to make fun of how baaad they were. Rixters had good food I think I remember. I'm glad that Sergio is a better song writer now and sings better. In fact, I'm proud of him because he's nominated for Houston Press- Best Male Vocalist, and Buxton is nominated for Best Americana (whatever THAT is).
I'm talking to myself here.
REady to quit my job and start school full time in the Fall. (for free, I might add-- Free ride, ya!)
Whatever. Hubris. The only way I know how to be humble is to think about other people rather than think about myself.
I think that I've just been feeling really nostalgic lately, but I really am thankful for where I am in my life and where I'm heading (whatever THAT is).. as long as there aren't babies involved, then I'll be okay! |
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| www.myspace.com/auntbellemusic |
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| my gay crush: rufus wainwright.
fabulous.
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| i have a show on tuesday
with sergio(from buxton!)
and brett(from by the end of tonight)
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